Pieces of Me!

Ah I really suck at keeping up with my blog for real. I always say I'm going to do it more and then don't. I want to try from here on out. I was always good at keeping a diary, lol why the hell can't I keep a blog? Anyway things are going ok on my end...here is a little update.

Kiarah: is doing cheer and loving it! Her first competition she placed 1st and the 2nd competition they placed 3rd. She is back doing it for this semester and the 1st competition is in April. I am always so excited for her and the rest of the team on that day. I actually found some air horns in the Dollar Tree that I want to buy. Ha ha ha I never thought to do that til other people were doing it. I need to make a poster to take this competitions too. Anyway she is doing really great in school. They have moved her into AIG math and reading. AIG is Academically or Intellectually Gifted Program, its a program that our county has. She loves it but finds the math to be a bit hard. She asked to leave it, but I want her to push herself to the limit. I've only seen one math sheet that she brought home and couldn't do. They are in their 3rd semester at school and in semester 1 and 2 she brought home straight A's! She has NEVER had grades like that. I think she found an awesome teacher to show her its possible for her to do good. I just hope she does the same next year. Other than that nothing major is going on with her.

Madison: is doing good. I'm in the process of getting her enrolled in Pre-k here. I have my enrollment appointment on March 8. I'm so hoping she gets it, I would like to get back to work!! She is doing good otherwise. I can't believe she will be 4 in 29 days! Its crazy on how quick it goes by. Madi is having a lot of emotional problems that she is seeing a therapist right now. I'm hoping that we figure out what to do with her. I'm tired of the crying and whining all the time. :-/

Me: Eh everything here is whatever. I'm in a funk right now. IDK what is up. I just feel very detached from people. I don't want to do anything, just want to be alone, and sleep. Depression right now it hitting me. :( it sucks badly. I don't think I can even get to the dr or back on meds til Madi is in school. I think it would be a bit difficult to go see a therapist while I have my daughter with me. I just want to be fixed. LOL I'm tired of the feeling of being held hostage by depression. It sucks.

Anyway that's it for now. Let's see how well I keep up with this thing. LOL