My luck

So I knew it would be my luck! GRRR. I have to do all 5 parts of my GED. This sucks. I wish I had known about that back when I originally took the test in 01. The new test started Jan 02 so I should have taken the test in Aug 01 or Nov 01 but because I didn't know I was able to re take the test I never went back. I'm a dumb ass for that. I was hoping to get out of the math test. So now I have to be fully into my studying because I know I will get discouraged some how. I hate math that much. I need to do this, and for the first time EVER I am really READY. I start classes all the time most know that and never complete but this time its different. I actually want it, instead of thinking "I need this". Which I do, yes I know but I guess you need to want first. It just sucks because I hate math. LOL Oh well right?