Today plans

Lets see.

I'm in a cleaning mood. Like a DEEP cleaning mood. So I got my music blasting and cleaning out EVERYTHING. Im going through everything and saying "Do I REALLY need this?" LOL. I filled a small garbage bag already. I cleaned out the garage yesterday of all my stuff in plastic storage containers and threw out 3.5 bags worth of shit. I can't believe I hold on to all this stuff. Its my process of my new me.

A little later the girls and I are going to carve pumpkins. And when Madi is sleeping Kiarah and I are going to decorate her jewlery box my mom gave her for her bday. I have been promising but we forget about it.

I need to take some pics of the girls because family have been bothering me on it. I got Madi a new costume yesterday. She is still being a witch but its a thicker costume and cuter. So I want to get pics of them in their costumes.

And I'm helping my mom cook dinner. Another new me thing. Im cooking meat! LOL

I want to make my blogspot pretty too.

Ooops

So I said I would try to post at least once a day. Its been 4 days since I have. LOL. I have some exciting news. Kiarah officially has grown up! LOL. Both of her bottom front teeth are loose. I cried when she showed me, I'm just a sap like that. Madi has been taking off her diaper all the time. I think she may want to take that next leap to PT more. I have been working with her though. We have bad and good days. Last night she went to bed, and when I checked on her her diaper was off and she pee'd in the bed. I was a bit mad. But what can I do? I want her to be fully PTed by her 2nd bday. I hate buying diapers!

Today we are going to carve our pumpkins. I'm excited for that. Madi's pumpkin is going to be Dora (thanks to nickjr.com) and Kiarah's she hasn't decided. We bought a book that has the stencils in it with all the tools. I also bought Madi another costume. I seen a cuter witch one and it's warmer so I just said screw it. I will take pics later and share. Om gotta go feed the brats. LOL TTFN

Yucky Pumpkin goo

I hate carving pumpkins with a passion. I just hate touching the gooey crap. But anyway we did the pumpkins finally today. I think they came out nice. Kiarah's is a cat and Madison's is Dora. Dora was messed up a bit but I don't think its noticeable. Here are some pics. There are none of them being carved out since I did all that myself.

Here are some pics

After a fight with Ms. Kiarah about getting her costume on I got this pic

My first blog.

So I used to blog a lot on myspace. I wanted to blog outside of myspace. IDK sometimes I just can't say what I really feel because this friend is on there or that family member is there. Whatever. I want to start fresh with a new blog site. I have been saying for like a week now that I was going to start a blog on here and because I didn't have a computer I couldnt. Well now my computer is back, and I am in action. LOL. Anyway so just a taste of my life. I am a single mom of 2 girls....DUH hence the title. Their father who I have learned to just call SD (Sperm Donor) is a POS! Cold? Yes, maybe. But he is. He decided to walk out on them a year ago this past September. Just one day he stoped all contact. I know he is an adult but I know a lot of it his GF has to do with. But whatever my girls are fine.

Kiarah is a bright girl. I am so proud of her. Yesterday I got a letter home from her teacher saying she is above her reading level and is going to be in a enrichment reading group 45 mins a day twice a week. It made me so proud. She rocks at soccer! I used to think soccer was such a boring sport. That was until I realized how good my child is on that field. She is a hip hop dancer. I haven't really had the chance to see her do much since her class is at 730-815, and with Madison being so crabby around that time I can't sit and watch her. She loves being outside with her friends running around, rding her bike, scooter or roller blading.

Madison is such a great kid too. She was diagnosed with CP a few months ago. I do home therapy with her just doing ROM 2x's a day. Her case is really mild so she doesn't need to be seen in an office. I have noticed her leg has eased up on the tightness. She is talking so much. She is putting words together to say little sentences. She copies EVERYTHING! You really have to watch what you say around her because she WILL repeat it. Somethings are funny, some not so much :-X. I am working on PTing her. Its not a fun job but I hate diapers. LOL. I was working on it with her about 2 months ago but she fell out of interest. In the last week her interst has come back. It makes me proud that she is on her way to being a big girl. Now to get her out of my bed, and off the pacifier!!! Sigh! So thats the jist of my story and kids.

OT here is it sad that I am watching HSM (both of my kids in bed) and I am singing the words. LOL. I enjoy the movie a little too much. I am actually looking foward on going t see HSM 3 on Friday. LOL.

So I think I will end it here. I have nothing to so but I will find something. I should go read some of my book: My sister's Keeper...very good might I add.